You’re not someone I trust anymore. I can no longer open up to you like I used to. Maybe it’s because we’ve been apart for so long. Maybe it’s because of the distance. Or maybe, just maybe it’s because you’re the one who ruined me.

You’re not someone I trust anymore. I can no longer open up to you like I used to. Maybe it’s because we’ve been apart for so long. Maybe it’s because of the distance. Or maybe, just maybe it’s because you’re the one who ruined me.
I’m so tired of seeing people I know and people I care about be ruined by this so-called “love”. This concept is like a parasite that clings onto you and sucks everything you have until you have nothing left. It leaves you weak. It leaves you empty. It’s the worst kind of parasite because it fills you up with dreams, happiness, and false hopes only to drain you with not only what it gave you but more. It takes you away from yourself.
I don’t want to be
your entire world, no.
I would be happy
just to be your morning coffee,
your hanging car keys,
your wallet.
Something seemingly
insignificant,
but if lost throws off
your entire day.

Give me release
Let the waves of time and space surround me
Cause I need room to breathe
Let me float back to the place you found me
I’ll be okay
My ultimate “romantic dream” is to cook for someone and have him cook for me too. Or we can cook together - that works too. c:

Here goes a happy post
Supposedly filled with happy thoughts
And fond memories to remember
Exciting experiences to share
And uplifting stories to tell
So here goes my happy post
Just pretend you believe me when I say
That I live a life of bliss